I’m in a good mood! =)
I don’t know why. I know my previous entries were kind of emo, and I apologize for that. Maybe it’s because tomorrow is Friday and I am SO EXCITED! I was looking forward to it ever since Sunday. Hahaha I love Fridays. They make me so happy. I really have an urge to go to Target or the mall and just shop. I need to relax from this stressful week. It’s been a toughie. Lots of drama and biology homework and stressing out and crazy hard tests and blahh. I need to seriously GET AWAY.
Biology is nonstop stress. Every time I think I can relax, he assigns another project or we have a test the next day or a whole mess of homework to do. Ughhh, I really dislike biology right now. -___- But I think my teacher likes me because I’m a twin and Bethanie is in my class! Hahaha he likes talking to us. And we’re kind of learning about genetics and he refers to us a lot. Woohooo, we got on his good side. Time to kiss up! >) Hahahha
I’m so excited for the Eyg retreat! I really need one. =( I’ve been so distant from God and my relationship has really fallen apart. Everytime I go to a church event or a retreat I feel so “refreshed” and I say “Okay, I’m going to start over. I’m really dedicating myself” and I get a spiritual high, and it dies within a couple weeks. It’s really sad … I wish I had more passion. I don’t know. But then again, it’s not always about the feelings. Like I know the way I’m supposed to be acting and I actually think to myself “I’m going to read my Bible” but then I always somehow just get distracted. It doesn’t make any sense! I know it’s good for me, but I always find a way to get out of it. Bleh, I’m messed up. 😦
We still haven’t found Vader. Please be looking out for him! I don’t really have a recent picture of him but here’s one from my old entry:
Please tell me if you see any sign of him at all. I’d really appreciate it! Thanks.
That was one of the longest entries I’ve written in a while! I love you, xanga<3 🙂